sigh. here we go again. or here i not go.

i can't remember if i was ever good at packing, but somehow the more packing/travelling i do the worse i am at packing. that is, filling the empty bags. i just sit and stare at it. why ah? i even made a comprehensive list last night so i thought it would be a simple matter of grab item on list and chuck into bag. but of course the list causes other obstacles, like, i wonder if i should bring this or that top and maybe i have too many, or perhaps i should bring more. etc etc. part of it is that it's not a simple bringyerstuff and bringyerstuffhome. cos when i get back to singapore i will look into my clothes still living there and deal with them. some of them will get to migrate to nz with me, which means.... no space in my bag!

also packing for two climates is more chuan. just the thought of wanting to go running, well, requires both shorts and long pants, both light tees and fleece jacket. last time i promised myself i would fly point to point, and this time i am. this time i shall tell myself next time i will have congruous destinations. all chilly or all sweaty.

so of course i'm procrastinating and doing anything i can to not pack when this is really my last chance. quite proud of myself for going out and buying everything i needed to buy ('cept what i couldn't find and will be able to find in sg) but this weekend will be chockablock. we're going clubbing tomorrow night and there's a party (must wear purple) on Sat. It's unavoidable that tomorrow the man will be up late. well, late as in he'll only go to bed tomorrow morning. so i can't be opening cupboards and doors and traipsing around lugging things here and there.

so i MUST pack most of it tonight. that'll give me the time to launder anything i might want to.

*deep breath* ok not going to think so much about it. just do it and quick! hope i have good news later.....